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I have been spending some time in the book of Exodus lately, learning about how the Israelites acted when they were living in slavery.
Discouragement is the one word that kept standing out to me this week.
Then I remembered a conversation I had with a friend about 4 years ago, when he had just moved to a new state, had a new job and started his life over. He was recalling our time together in the town we’ve both moved on from and he called it, “my time in the desert”
Maybe that’s my time here, right now. While I am actually in the desert, so the irony is not lost, I am wandering. I am lost. I am trying so hard to trust God when I just don’t feel him in this. Or maybe it’s that I feel so much of him and I don’t know which “feel” to listen to right now.
Wandering the desert makes me feel dry, dusty, gross and dirty.
When all I want is to be made new.
One of my favorite verses in running through my head right now (I need to write a song about it.) “He makes all things new” and I long fo…